I always wanted you stay by my side, I always thought that you would love me till the end, but I think I was wrong to believe that you never let me alone. When I was young you were the one who had much importance to me, every I did something, it was for have your attention, and I think it stay like that, even if today a grow up. But Now, I succeed to understand that , no matter what I’ve done, I do or I will do, it will never be enough for you, Now Im sixteen, and it time to me to make choice, and my first decision it, to let you go and pas to another chapter of my life, im sorry dad but, im tired to fight and try to win your love.
your daughter who can never give you more.
This is the kind of pain that you never forget, it take all of your feeling, you lose all your control, it like the whole world fall of your head and ruin you, all of this in only some second. And you can’t do anything to stop that. You just can feel pain, because she control, and she live in you for once time. I can’t do anything because it the story of my life ..!
I know I have to stay strong, for my family, for my friend , for everyone who try to help me, but it hard to keep my head behing of those people who don’t what I have to cross.. I just would like that everything was never happen, I just want to forget this way, back in time and might everything.. it impossible.. i know I have to face of my fear and my struggle. if I can tell just one thing for every girl we have chance to take another way of anoraxia, bulimia, self-harming any other thing in this way, you can still change something, maybe you think it too late but it not, you can make a difference in your life just in saying what is wrong..please do it before it is too late..because once you have lost control, that’s it taking control of your life…
Tomorrow my bff go to a cheerleading camp for 1week. Im supposed to go with her but my doctor said that im not able to do this camp. Im sad because i was so happy to go there with my bestfriend, but i can’t change it… I hope that my bff are passing a beautiful week even if we can’t pass it together. I know that im not always a good bff and im sorry for this. But i promise u thay i give the best of me, i love you bff and i don’t want to lose u never !! You know we stay always and together
she’s the most beautiful inspiration that every girls can follow, the message she said before her song it so beautiful and she just prove at her fan that all of them are important for her !! thankyou demi for be who you are !!